为什么我诞生到这个世界？为什么不是另一个世界？我的生存是否带有任何意义？我的出生有否带任何目的？为什么出现在这个世界是我这一个人？如果出现的是另一个人，那么我会到哪儿去？如果另一个人出生了，有和我相同经历，相同的成长环境，那么他和我的现在是否一样？如果他和我完全一样了，那么他就会是我。那么我会在哪里？
今晚一直在思考这种鬼打墙的问题。从小想到大，偶尔望向镜子时脑袋瓜都会浮现这些问题，好吧，我知道是没有答案的，但是还是忍不住要去想，天哪（抓狂中），这会是精神病的前奏吗？
长颈鹿嗤之以鼻地说：“你们人类就是想太多才会有烦恼。切”
最近考试期刚过，一位宅女最常做的事当然就是赖着综艺节目不放，而其中有很大的一部分是旅游杂志类节目。
一看电视的时间一长，人脑就异常活跃。我不时在想：我们人旅游的意义到底是什么？扩展视野？了解异国的风俗文化？增广见闻？
当以上一切答案都可以从电视上获得，那么我们还需要花一大笔钱去旅行吗？一边躺在沙发上吃薯片，一边看电视就行了嘛！
话虽如此，但看到主持人们到处游玩，心里就会蠢蠢欲动想像旅行时的模样：远离浮华喧闹，爽朗地拖着行李箱上飞机，飞机穿过蓝天里一朵一朵肥肥的云，然后在一个完全陌生的地方降落。
旅行的意义？谁还会在意。
When I can't finish my food, my friend will accuse me for wasting food and lecture me e.g. people in under-developed countries even didn't have food and clean water to be consumed to meet their daily bodies' demand blah blah blah...After that, I will say: If I finish all my food, they can't get the food though. And the scenario repeats everytime when I have my meal with my friends.
Just now, I only realised that I was so foolish since I may have the chance to repair the situation but I choose to ignore the situation that people are suffering from malnutrition and famine.
I SHOULD DO SOMETHING.
Maybe I should save some money by ordering a cheaper meal and stop purchasing fancy little stickers in the Line App. And the money saved should be donated to the NGO that help fixing this kind of situation.
This situation reminded me about a famous saying: I ask God why do you let this kind of thing happens while You are able to fix this up and the God asked me the same question. ( I can't quite remember the saying but it is more or less sound like that :p )
I am not trying to preach and I am not a Christian myself. I only wanted to say that all of us have the ability to change the world and we shouldn't have the mindset that we are only normal residents and we can do nothing to help people from thousands km away.
We should't rely fully on NGO or some international organisatin like UN to help them out instead we should play our roles and do our best to make the earth a better place to be lived in.
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